I see the absence of your presence

My lionesses thinking of you and missing you. I didn’t know I was going to miss you as much as I do, but I guess I was lying to myself. Life is not fare, but we had learn to walk the ups and down of it and live in the many times we Share the laughter and cry together. The memories we created together and the healing of that took place in our hearts. Deep inside I thought I’ll be seeing you around. But it never happen. Then I started to notice your absence. And then reality hit. She is gone. Her car not longer park in her space. Then I ask The Lord why do I miss her so much and He spoke this words in to my heart “ You see the absence of her presence” what do you mean..??? Flowers unkept, no tea around, wrong emails send, silence...today I even found a box with your name on it from the woman’s coffee talk invites. And then the other day I called and your name was still in the recording, and in the directory. This is what the Lord showed me. You brought a lot with your presence, not just your abilities but your presence itself. You brought strength, authority, possession, sassiness, determination, sound mind, and right judgment. A mother’s heart and sisters understanding , a warrior heart, and Accountability to those that needed them. I would for ever love you and will forever miss you. Until we see again Praying for you and remember you are the seed sower...!!! Love Ivette Diaz-Yee 2020