Child like Faith
Once again we stand in a pivotal moment in our life. Life as we know is constantly changing.
Here I am. Fighting within myself. The flesh and the body. Learning the language of my heart. Blocking out every distractions and pushing on. It’s not a show, is not a worship or the music, but the Lord himself is calling us out. Away from our self and into him. The creators of our life and the hope of ourselves.
Them I open my eyes to see this young toddler praising The Lord. Hands raised and eyes closed. This is the way I am to come to Christ. Child like faith. That action of surrender open spiritual eyes to see around me and to understand that God is working it out.
To see a young adult prostrate in from of God, unaware that he is speaking louder than the music coming out the stage.
Tears running down his face he worship in spirit and truth. Given himself to him; God, and God alone
Then I understand I had come to church with guards up. Not wanting to received because off my hurt, my disappointments and my emotions. A lot has taken place within this walls my life had completely change and yet;
I know God has not released me from this place, which I had call home. This place where I found my voice, my healing, my strength, learn how to trust and was introduced to the most powerful woman’s, which today I called my core. So am I look around me; missing my friends, staring at their chairs just to noticed some one else is sitting there it breaks my heart, but I also know God would continue doing the work that is needed. Not just in this building but in every person, individual and vessel that is willing.
This morning I was able to see my heart. The hurt and the loneliness had allowed me to react out off self protection, but God he has been patient with me and for your love. Your patience with us means salvation.
Thank you for using a toddler and a young adult to show me my heart.
I am for ever great full.
For I not longer live for today Chris live in me.
Ivette Diaz-Yee
4/2/21
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