Boiling

To grow toward a dangerous level Extremely anger Burning up Scorching Boiling or scorching up will eliminate bacteria in raw milk, and the water starts to evaporate, and another component begins to separate, effectively eliminating all microbiology, good and bad. The fat separates and forms a layer on top. The water below boils and vaporizes to form steam, but is trapped by the layer of fat above. This was the way I reacted the other day. I could feel myself getting hot and uncomfortable. The heat was coming out of me. I felt myself getting hot until it became like “boiling up” I took a step backward and asked the Lord; to show me what was going on? To give me revelation and understanding, for I really wanted to see what had and was taking place within me. God wasn’t removing a behavior. He was exposing the behavior, that is rooted in fear. That whispers “I won’t make what I need in order to survive” it’s overshadows my trust in God as my provider. It bring mistrust. It wants to control. At this time he is bringing to the surface my impurities, my lack of trust. I see with the natural what is taking place around me and I am bothered. Why not me? Comes out of jealousy and greed. Not fully trusting God with my tomorrows. He is separating the fat out of me. Exposing and bringing to the surface, now is up to me to get rid off it. To destroy it, and learn to recognize it when it happen again. Lord forgive me, for allowing others behavior dictate my behavior and outcome. Forgive me for not fully trusting you and allowing myself to flounder around. “For those who fear him lack nothing” Psalms 34:9 “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want” Psalms 23:1 Ivette Diaz-Yee August 2023