Boiling

To grow toward a dangerous level Extremely anger Burning up Scorching Boiling or scorching up will eliminate bacteria in raw milk, and the water starts to evaporate, and another component begins to separate, effectively eliminating all microbiology, good and bad. The fat separates and forms a layer on top. The water below boils and vaporizes to form steam, but is trapped by the layer of fat above. This was the way I reacted the other day. I could feel myself getting hot and uncomfortable. The heat was coming out of me. I felt myself getting hot until it became like “boiling up” I took a step backward and asked the Lord; to show me what was going on? To give me revelation and understanding, for I really wanted to see what had and was taking place within me. God wasn’t removing a behavior. He was exposing the behavior, that is rooted in fear. That whispers “I won’t make what I need in order to survive” it’s overshadows my trust in God as my provider. It bring mistrust. It wants to control. At this time he is bringing to the surface my impurities, my lack of trust. I see with the natural what is taking place around me and I am bothered. Why not me? Comes out of jealousy and greed. Not fully trusting God with my tomorrows. He is separating the fat out of me. Exposing and bringing to the surface, now is up to me to get rid off it. To destroy it, and learn to recognize it when it happen again. Lord forgive me, for allowing others behavior dictate my behavior and outcome. Forgive me for not fully trusting you and allowing myself to flounder around. “For those who fear him lack nothing” Psalms 34:9 “The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not be in want” Psalms 23:1 Ivette Diaz-Yee August 2023

HIStory

—Past events connected with someone or something —Events of the past; specially events relating to you —Narrative of past event. Remembering and bringing to mind the many times God had brought you thru. Knowing in your heart that if He did it before He would do it again. For nothing is impossible for God. I heard someone said once “when you shared your story (testimony) with others it allows God to do the same thing again and again. So when you are going thru, bring in to remembrance the history you have with God. Know your story tell your story. “They overcame him by the blood of the lamp and by THE WORD OF THEIR TESTIMONY” Rev. 12:11 Our words have power. For it is written “life and death are in the power of the tongue” Prov 18:21. If we stay silent, we have already allowed the enemy to take ground. History shows a picture of what it was, it leaves a marker for others to follow. Bring hope to the hopeless. So today as the days opens up, let used our words, and share your HIStory with others. Watch and see our Lord at work. Ivette Diaz-Yee June 2022

My Walk To Gethsemane

My Walk  to Gethsemane

Lent : 

The period of 40 days which comes before Easter, beginning on Ash Wednesday.  It's a season of reflection and preparation before the celebration.  Preparation before something is going to happen. 

The place where Jesus came face to face with his human self.  “If it is possible to remove this cup from me”.  Where He confronted not just His human aspect but the enemy himself. 

My walk to my Gethsemane would help me to learn to feed on the world of God.  Every day I learn something new about myself.  Where I’m learning to acknowledge my faults and short comings.  Its where I identify my sins and I wrestle with my emotions and where I’m learning to bring them under control.  It's the place where I honor my savior with all that is in me. My Spirit, mind and soul. It's where I’m able to unmask my fears.  The place where I’m learning to stand in Him. Possessing the Land in front of me. Its where I’m not just getting to the root of the problem but where in getting to the seed. Where everything originated. It's the place where I give the Lord control over my expectations.  Where I’m getting deeper because I’m willing to dig deeper in self, a place where I recognize discouragement and the place I’m learning to believe in myself and the word with is in me. 

These are a few of my notes since I asked the Lord what He wanted for me to do for the next 40 days. 

2/26-until today 

A little inside in to my word. 

Enjoy the reading, sorry for me miss spelling..

Love 💕 

Ivette

Hello 

  For the last few years maybe 3 years I have been fasting and praying for 40 days.  Staring on 2/26 until Easter Sunday. God has me praying first for me to be able to see me through his eyes; my faults, my short coming , fears and insecurity. The enemy will use those against us, specially during these trail times.